I want to tell you something - I read. I am a big fan of the written word and I also write too, as you can see. I have an enormous Amazon.com wish list that is dedicated solely to the books that I want. I even have a separate Amazon.com wish list for books on how to develop better writing skills. And looking at some of the books on my general wish list, you can generally get a feel for what I want to study in this point of my life. Right now, I am interested in enhancing my feminine image and thus, I have added tons of books about such a subject, among with other books which have words to memorize and odd trivia, which would be interesting to know. But my Amazon.com is largely unedited and since people rarely purchase anything for me on it, it serves my purpose of bookmarking a list of “books to purchase”. But, let’s look at what compiles my list and how it reflects on my projection of my future. Continue reading ‘My Reading List for a More Interesting Life’
Tag Archive for 'sexuality'
NOTE: This post has some really intimate details, I’d highly recommend that if you are a prude or under the age of consent, you stay away from this post. In fact, if you are a prude, why are you reading this blog at all?!? Let me know!
If you want me to be honest, I can’t honestly say that I am exclusively a lesbian. I am a pansexual, meaning that I am attracted to the person, regardless of gender. I just happen to lean more towards the lesbian side. But what if I fell in love with a man, a man that I knew from my previous life? If my fantasies were getting married to him and making love to him and being the perfect suzy homemaker, does that make me any less truthful about my sexual desires? Well, no, not really. I write here in the moment (or I try to at least) and I believe that my sexuality is quite fluid. I am a pansexual who is largely attracted to other women. But to deny the fact that I don’t have desires about men that I have known in my life is a complete and blatant lie and I am too honest to deprive my readers of anything but the truth. So, yes, I profess sexual fluidity - but is that really such a bad thing? Continue reading ‘Sexual Fluidity’
I get that phrase all the time. It is the short form of “You are going to hell because you do not believe as I believe”. Or “You are going to hell because you are a male-to-female transsexual and refuse to respect the perfection of god’s work/plan/etc”. Or even “You are going to hell because you had sex with another transsexual and this is an abomination in the eyes of the lord!”. There are a number of other variations that I will ultimately cover below, but I would like to tell you right now that I am not going to hell. In fact, I do not believe that there is even a hell, so telling me that I am going to someplace that I don’t even believe exists is not a way to ‘win me over’ to your side. Continue reading ‘You are going to hell!’