Appearantly I do not listen to myself. I get a date with a really cute girl and I am already searching on the web for how to perform an atheist wedding. I must write on the old pad of paper a thousand times “I will not plan my own weddings until after I know this person“. Maybe then I will get it into my head that I am supposed to get to know people before I start falling in love with them. But regardless, I am absolutely enamoured by this woman and I am so anxious to meet her. And of course, my rational mind has gone completely and hopelessly astray so that I can mentally dance among the tulips with this girl that I have never even met in person before. Is this a bad thing? In and of itself, no. But I have to mentally remind myself that we are not getting married or even moving in right now. We are just going on a date. Nothing more, nothing less. Continue reading ‘What Did I Say About Living in the Moment?!?’
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If a girl needed anything to boost her self-esteem, it’s actually having been asked out on a date. I met her on an online dating website and she was the one that made first contact. I know that I am generally jaded about online dating websites but to be honest, I was just using this website for the tests (in fact, that’s how I found out about it - and I’m not alone in that fact). But when I changed my profile up a bit, a couple of people contact me - people who actually made first contact. And while at first, I thought that it would actually be just a few people making friendly chit chat (because to be honest, I wasn’t really expecting to actually attract anyone yet) someone actually showed some interest! I guess what they say is true, your profile can do a great deal of help or damage to you. Of course, that might still be complete and total BS but I am willing to chalk it up to that. Continue reading ‘I’ve Got a Date!’
I think it’s high time for some reflection on what it truly means to me, to be trans. Well, even though I have had a lot of ups and downs, a lot of highs and lows and I have won a lot of battles in my struggle to be me, I must admit that there are some problems in my life which are horribly difficult to contend with. I am now on my 10th month on hormones and my 5th month being full-time. With the exception of my voice, I have been told that I pass pretty well and I am certain that the more that I work on, the better things are going to get. So, let’s get this status report under way, eh? Continue reading ‘10 Months on Hormones, 5 Months Full-Time’